I’m currently taking a Sexuality and Morality class (sex and Jesus) and we are on the topic of love. Maybe it’s the wine that has made my rethink my whole ‘love’ life over again, but while describing the person whom i have fallin in love with, the idea of falling in love with them all over again is so easy. society has one this one tonight, always saying you can’t be best friends with your ex’s and i’m over here best friends with mine but when i have to write a paper about love he’s the one that i can describe perfectly. geewiz. when will it be perfect timing?
I have been back home for summer break for about 2 and a half weeks, and I have been more than ready to go back home since the first 3 days I've been back. A lot of issues have been brought to my attention that i want to debate, learn, and experience by first look. I will be writing some of the things that I see is an issue in my own personal life with by the influences that society has effected my life. Some topics maybe extremely random, or really personal. I will take suggestions of any issues that you guys see in your lives community, we can research and talk about it.
So scrolling down facebook, minding my own business trying to find something funny, or interesting to read when i come across this article this kid from my high school posted. He put as the status “oh thats really fucked up of the police, the seniors were about to graduate” so i want to see what it was about. It directed me to “Total Frat Movie” story was about a fraternity in U of I Champion, who recently got ‘fcked up’ in a police raid. Well I disagree that it was fucked up, considering majority of big campus police don’t give a fuck (and it was stated in the first paragraph) and let not so street smart white over privilege kids go around doing whatever they desire. A little more back story of the situation before i continue my rant. When the police raided the house, they found ‘plethora of illegal substances’. The three students that got caught with the most were in position of and I quote ”illicit narcotics to slap him with a potential 30-year prison sentence. In his room, police found what equates to nearly 400 doses of MDMA. They also discovered 22 hits of LSD, along with a bunch of empty gelatin capsules. Another kid, for possession of less than 15 grams of cocaine, a Class 4 felony. Lastly kid 3, for possession of a cannabis pipe, a Class A misdemeanor." Now three stooges, do you know the consequences of all those drugs? I hope you do, because of all the position that you had, you had enough to over dose a few kids and probably cause death. Even if it didn’t get to that extent, you are ruining your body at the age of TWENTY ONE! You just wasted your time on those late night study nights, money and most importantly fucked your future over AND disappointed your parents. There are twenty one year old kids that wish they had the money, opportunity and parents that care for them like y’all had. I wish y’all the best and turn your lives around. Mom and dad you should leave them in jail for a little bit to scare them a bit, see what can happen if they keep doing this bull.
To the rest of the people who care more on blaming the police over the situation, be grateful that these kids are getting attention that they need and that no one was harmed in process.
Here is the story enjoy: http://totalfratmove.com/illinois-lambda-chi-house-raided-by-cops-7-members-arrested-on-drug-charges/
As another semester approaches, it’s another reflection to be done. This semester came to an end with a pretty big heartache. But God has delivered so many opportunities and challenges that have allowed me ‘grow up’. I’m not scared to be scared anymore. I have reached a new level of leadership, and courage that is unbelievable. I thank Him for all the tears and the ones to come….
Graduations show one big things, we live in a world with all kinds of people who come in and out of our lives, when people Kanye was good (my opinion) he once said “they say people in your life are seasons, and everything that happens is for a reasons” and lovely Adam finished the song with this “and nothing last forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it may be the only way”. think about it.
My bestfriend said something that hit the spot tonight (well she hit many points but this is something that is just the topic lol). I finally opened my heart to someone, and it’s okay to be hurt now. Yes, after so many years, boys coming in and out of my life I never once really opened my heart and let anyone in. I finally did, and due to distance (once again) I sit here talking to a computer on about a heartbreak. I forgot how it feels, and this isn’t a feeling that I’m extremely glad I don’t feel often. But you know what, its one more for the books to get me stronger, to get me ready for the real deal. I will be a great wife one day, I will be a great mom. And I will never talked down on my ex boyfriends ever, simply because they made me become stronger, they taught me new things and will always be my close dear friends. It’s not the end of the world, I may feel alone right now, but it’s time…